Waking Up/So What Happened Next??
Everything came tumbling down..Within the first week of my awakening..my husband at the time showed no support..even to the extent of avoiding me and not answering my calls/emails.
I went back home to Scotland..and that was even worse..there was a Big Family argument on my first night home..which resulted in me going back to Spain for New Years Eve.
All alone with no support…
I started looking for a new place to live straight away as I had no transport and to be honest I really didn’t feel safe crossing the passing since the accident..even although they had put safety measures in place since to save it happening to anyone else.. (everything happens for a reason)
Found a Penthouse in the centre of Nerja..no transport needed as was within walking distance to the children’s school..with all the essentials nearby..
Synchronicity started showing up in every area of my life..I came across a small book of chakras from the local secondhand bookstore..which I still have to this day..
This little book just made so much sense and put me on the path of learning everything I could about the chakras..
Before this I had very little knowledge of the chakra system even though I had been practicing Yoga since my early twenties..
I developed a real thirst for reading..I had always loved reading anyway..but this was different..I just couldn’t get enough..it was as if something bigger than me was leading me to learn all this knowledge..
I was reading everything from law of attraction..life coaching..Yoga..meditation spirituality..hypnosis..past life regression to books on addictions nlp..energy healing..along with books on growing up with alcoholism and the elephant in the room etc..resulting in a total of 67 books in that first year alone..
I was stronger now..I felt different..I had a sense of calm..it’s hard to explain..but I felt that calm..sometimes it was as if I wasn’t breathing..I had the feeling I could face anything life would throw at me..
I started feeling energy and seeing auras around trees etc and for the first time I realised..I had a CHOICE of how my my life was to go..
We create our own reality..by our thoughts and feelings..what we think is what we attract..so I changed my mindset and started to put the law of attraction into action to create a life I wanted to live..a life of Freedom✨
To Be Continued..
Love & Freedom
Jackie x